We don't have many traditions, but one thing we do every year is cut down a tree from the tree farm. It was 12 degrees outside. But we found a good one!
Monday, December 7, 2009
Christmas time is here!
Welp, it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas. The snow helps. So do the lights. But mostly it's the pine scent coming from that new tree... oh~la~la
We don't have many traditions, but one thing we do every year is cut down a tree from the tree farm. It was 12 degrees outside. But we found a good one!
We don't have many traditions, but one thing we do every year is cut down a tree from the tree farm. It was 12 degrees outside. But we found a good one!
Sunday, November 29, 2009
welp?
Hmm... I've had this blog for over a year! And I still haven't figured out how to blog, really.
I went to AZ a week and a half ago and had the beesstt time. It was so good to hang out with Andrew. We went to the Botanical Gardens, watched Kung Fu Panda, and had Mojo frozen yogurt, among many other fun things. How fun is that? Plus, we went on a hike with Bonnie. And then Bonnie and I went on another hike, and then Bonnie planned the funnest girls night. I got to hang out with lots of cool girls, and make calzones, and then eat calzones, and then go to Applebees for more talking and giggling. It was a packed couple of days. But it was so good!
I've also really been enjoying being at home. If you didn't know, my family is the coolest. I'm so blessed to have a family that I don't just love, but also like. I've been having more "face time" with people that are near and dear to me, and that is AWESOME.
I am re-reading some favorite books. I just finished Good News for those Trying Harder by Alan Kraft. God changed my life during the time I was in the church he pastored, a church that kept talking about the gospel, but got me to really understand that I am more sinful than I realize but I have a Savior greater than I can imagine. Next I will re-read Practicing the Presence of God, the conglomeration of Brother Lawrence's letters, and then probably CS Lewis' Mere Christianity and then hopefully Seven by Jeff Cook. Then I can move on to new reading material. Any suggestions on good stuff? I also started the One Year through the Bible plan, where you read a bit of the Old Testament, New Testament, Psalms, and Proverbs every day. It is so good. Other readings are good, but Scripture is... well, it's God-breathed, I guess that explains why it's so life-giving in a way that nothing else is!
I have finally finished my re-vamped resume and cover letter and start actually applying places this week. I am a little interested to see what God has for me. I know that there might be a nursing job in store for me, and that would be exciting. But at the same time, I'm settling in well at this Chipotle, and I'm at the place where if my future career is in Chipotle, that will be good too. I have found favor with my overseers, and this looks like a possibility right now. I am praying that God's will be done. A rather thrilling thing to ask for!
The Christmas season is upon us once again. However did that happen?! I vividly remember this time last year and can sincerely say that I am so grateful to God for the places he's taken me, the ways he's provided for me, and the blessings he's poured out on me. He is a God that deals bountifully with his children.
I went to AZ a week and a half ago and had the beesstt time. It was so good to hang out with Andrew. We went to the Botanical Gardens, watched Kung Fu Panda, and had Mojo frozen yogurt, among many other fun things. How fun is that? Plus, we went on a hike with Bonnie. And then Bonnie and I went on another hike, and then Bonnie planned the funnest girls night. I got to hang out with lots of cool girls, and make calzones, and then eat calzones, and then go to Applebees for more talking and giggling. It was a packed couple of days. But it was so good!
I've also really been enjoying being at home. If you didn't know, my family is the coolest. I'm so blessed to have a family that I don't just love, but also like. I've been having more "face time" with people that are near and dear to me, and that is AWESOME.
I am re-reading some favorite books. I just finished Good News for those Trying Harder by Alan Kraft. God changed my life during the time I was in the church he pastored, a church that kept talking about the gospel, but got me to really understand that I am more sinful than I realize but I have a Savior greater than I can imagine. Next I will re-read Practicing the Presence of God, the conglomeration of Brother Lawrence's letters, and then probably CS Lewis' Mere Christianity and then hopefully Seven by Jeff Cook. Then I can move on to new reading material. Any suggestions on good stuff? I also started the One Year through the Bible plan, where you read a bit of the Old Testament, New Testament, Psalms, and Proverbs every day. It is so good. Other readings are good, but Scripture is... well, it's God-breathed, I guess that explains why it's so life-giving in a way that nothing else is!
I have finally finished my re-vamped resume and cover letter and start actually applying places this week. I am a little interested to see what God has for me. I know that there might be a nursing job in store for me, and that would be exciting. But at the same time, I'm settling in well at this Chipotle, and I'm at the place where if my future career is in Chipotle, that will be good too. I have found favor with my overseers, and this looks like a possibility right now. I am praying that God's will be done. A rather thrilling thing to ask for!
The Christmas season is upon us once again. However did that happen?! I vividly remember this time last year and can sincerely say that I am so grateful to God for the places he's taken me, the ways he's provided for me, and the blessings he's poured out on me. He is a God that deals bountifully with his children.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
short update
so many things I could choose to tell you right now.
I've been back at home for two weeks now. I feel a lot has happened in these two weeks. I have begun a renewed search for nursing employment. I have been blessed with an amazing acquaintance that has taken up my cause; she has been a nurse for many years and is helping me be strategic and intentional about this situation. I need to acquire many letters of reference, beef up my resume, tinker with cover letters, and take several classes for Continuing Education credits. At this point, it seems quite a foreboding task. And I am having a hard time being motivated, because I feel the odds are small that I will achieve my objective. Still, I want to try as hard as I can... so that if it doesn't work out, I will know I gave it a good effort. There is also a chance, which I am praying for, that I could get a New Grad position at the hospital where I did my internship over a year ago. Or maybe even somewhere else. That would be soo a w e s o m e.
In these two weeks, I have also begun working at Chipotle here, visited with old friends, fallen back into a rhythm of living with my wonderful family, started running at a mile high, found a great new pair of jeans that actually fits, and planned my first trip back to Arizona. It's true. A week from today I will be there for a 3-day visit. I had been planing to visit from the moment I decided to leave. But thanks to evens that unfolded between that decision and my actual departure, I really want to visit quite soon. What I am referring to is the fact that I am now dating Andrew! He's a wonderful guy I've known for a few months through church, and though the timing is not how we would have planned, we believe that God is at work in this and want to follow whatever path he may have for this. For now that means trying to get to know each other better long-distance.. and lots of prayer. All else I can say is that I find my face covered in a goofy grin quite often these days.
Here's a picture Bonnie took of me in the park my last Sunday in AZ. Kind of a reflective, artsy picture. I like it:)
I've been back at home for two weeks now. I feel a lot has happened in these two weeks. I have begun a renewed search for nursing employment. I have been blessed with an amazing acquaintance that has taken up my cause; she has been a nurse for many years and is helping me be strategic and intentional about this situation. I need to acquire many letters of reference, beef up my resume, tinker with cover letters, and take several classes for Continuing Education credits. At this point, it seems quite a foreboding task. And I am having a hard time being motivated, because I feel the odds are small that I will achieve my objective. Still, I want to try as hard as I can... so that if it doesn't work out, I will know I gave it a good effort. There is also a chance, which I am praying for, that I could get a New Grad position at the hospital where I did my internship over a year ago. Or maybe even somewhere else. That would be soo a w e s o m e.
In these two weeks, I have also begun working at Chipotle here, visited with old friends, fallen back into a rhythm of living with my wonderful family, started running at a mile high, found a great new pair of jeans that actually fits, and planned my first trip back to Arizona. It's true. A week from today I will be there for a 3-day visit. I had been planing to visit from the moment I decided to leave. But thanks to evens that unfolded between that decision and my actual departure, I really want to visit quite soon. What I am referring to is the fact that I am now dating Andrew! He's a wonderful guy I've known for a few months through church, and though the timing is not how we would have planned, we believe that God is at work in this and want to follow whatever path he may have for this. For now that means trying to get to know each other better long-distance.. and lots of prayer. All else I can say is that I find my face covered in a goofy grin quite often these days.
Here's a picture Bonnie took of me in the park my last Sunday in AZ. Kind of a reflective, artsy picture. I like it:)
Monday, November 2, 2009
home again
Welp, I made it home.
Dad flew down last Monday and helped me with everything... We took my turtles to new homes, for they did not return to Colorado. He took 8 of my bestest friends out to dinner at Chili's. He helped me pack. And then he helped me drive back! We arrived on Wednesday afternoon to a lovely snow-cover.
Since then I've been getting unpacked, making arrangements to start working at a nearby Chipotle, saying hello to friends here, and starting to think about applying for some nursing jobs here. It will take some strategy, but I'm still hoping it is possible.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
aaah, success
The 5K is over! Bonnie, Naomi, Jim and Naomi's dad participated with me. I had been running with them in training some too. What a joy to run this race! Especially with them!
The Walk for Life was a huge success, over a hundred and fifty more people participated this year than last. The race was a huge success for me too... mostly because, I actually finished it. I ran the entire first mile, ran/walked the second, and ran the entire third, I was pleased with that. And then the 5K turned out to be a 4-mile run, and I ran most of the fourth mile, and thought I was going to die. But the feeling at the end of the race was so worth it:)
(after the race, red and sagging)
The Walk for Life was a huge success, over a hundred and fifty more people participated this year than last. The race was a huge success for me too... mostly because, I actually finished it. I ran the entire first mile, ran/walked the second, and ran the entire third, I was pleased with that. And then the 5K turned out to be a 4-mile run, and I ran most of the fourth mile, and thought I was going to die. But the feeling at the end of the race was so worth it:)
(after the race, red and sagging)
Monday, October 19, 2009
good weekend with great people
This weekend I got to see Crystal on Friday, and got to travel to Show Low to see Bonnie's band on Saturday and Sunday. Then tonight I got to run 2 miles and eat Mojo Frozen Yogurt. Do I have it good or what?
Monday, October 12, 2009
Update on life #2: the move
I have been thinking on how to phrase a blog post, but I finally just decided to post from an e-mail I sent to a few people trying to explain...
Okay, so the news is... I'm moving back to Aurora, CO. With my family, that is. This probably doesn't come as too much of a surprise to you, but let me explain anyway. I came here because I believe God was telling me to. I stayed here as long as I did, even when I didn't find a nursing job, because I believe it was what God had for me, that this is where I was "supposed" to be. But through much prayer and meditation of late, I have come to the conclusion that the way for me to obey God at this stage is to return home.
I am happy about this idea, as I miss my family and friends there and may have a slightly better chance of finding a job. But I am also sad to be leaving my wonderful church and friends here. I've learned a lot here and met a lot of amazing people. It's been a great adventure!
So that's it! If all goes according to plan, two weeks from now I will be on the road with all my earthly belongings in a UHaul trailer, once again moving, but this time back home.
Okay, so the news is... I'm moving back to Aurora, CO. With my family, that is. This probably doesn't come as too much of a surprise to you, but let me explain anyway. I came here because I believe God was telling me to. I stayed here as long as I did, even when I didn't find a nursing job, because I believe it was what God had for me, that this is where I was "supposed" to be. But through much prayer and meditation of late, I have come to the conclusion that the way for me to obey God at this stage is to return home.
I am happy about this idea, as I miss my family and friends there and may have a slightly better chance of finding a job. But I am also sad to be leaving my wonderful church and friends here. I've learned a lot here and met a lot of amazing people. It's been a great adventure!
So that's it! If all goes according to plan, two weeks from now I will be on the road with all my earthly belongings in a UHaul trailer, once again moving, but this time back home.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Update on life #1: The endeavor to be a runner
I should start by saying that running does not come naturally to me. It’s hard, and I’m frankly not very good at it.
Still, the idea of running has long enthralled me. Several times I have half-attempted to run. But my lack of intentionality and discipline proved no match for the challenge. Yet I have been envious of those who could “pound the pavement” as a release after a long day and those who didn’t need a pool and goggles for a workout:) and felt defeated that I could not join their ranks.
I also hold very dear some Scriptures that liken the Christian life to running a race. Of course, there is plenty that a non-runner can glean from this analogy. But something in me has longed to arrive at a better understanding, the kind that would come from learning about discipline, training, focus in a way that is close-up and sweat-drenched.
Finally, the season has come! Though I recognize it will not be pretty or perhaps even fun, I have decided to tell you that I am now in the uncomfortable process of becoming a runner. I am telling you this because the more people I tell, the less likely I am to give up on it. I am also telling you because my goal is to participate in the 5 Kilometer race put on by Crisis Pregnancy Centers on October 24, and I would like to invite you to donate.
Why the Walk for Life? The Walk for Life is the annual fundraiser of the Crisis Pregnancy Centers of Greater Phoenix. The CPC is funded completely by caring individuals who believe in the importance of their mission, which is “to save lives and protect futures of the men, women, children, and unborn babies in the Phoenix area." They do this by providing free pregnancy testing and limited ultrasound, free parenting classes, adoption planning and placement, free after abortion counseling, and low-cost STD testing. Because the organization is privately funded and committed to living by the Statement of Faith, all of these services are delivered in a way that is both caring and also focused on ministering to the whole person- physically, emotionally, relationally, and spiritually. On a personal note, CPC has been dear to me in my time volunteering there.
I have witnessed first-hand the work that God is doing through CPC. Abortions are prevented, God’s plan for abstinence until marriage is taught, and the gospel of Christ is proclaimed. CPC plans this walk/run as a fundraiser.
There are plenty of good reasons to run a race out there, but for me it is a personal lesson in perseverance and maybe also a way to support this cherished ministry that is giving me the opportunity to run this 5K!
Fundraising is not a requirement to participate, but all that I do raise will go directly to the work of CPC. You can get more information at www.azlifewalk.com. To pledge to support me, click on “Pledge info” in the left column and then the “click here” on the right side, or e-mail me.
And thanks for reading. Please ask me about it, so I don’t give up:)
Still, the idea of running has long enthralled me. Several times I have half-attempted to run. But my lack of intentionality and discipline proved no match for the challenge. Yet I have been envious of those who could “pound the pavement” as a release after a long day and those who didn’t need a pool and goggles for a workout:) and felt defeated that I could not join their ranks.
I also hold very dear some Scriptures that liken the Christian life to running a race. Of course, there is plenty that a non-runner can glean from this analogy. But something in me has longed to arrive at a better understanding, the kind that would come from learning about discipline, training, focus in a way that is close-up and sweat-drenched.
Finally, the season has come! Though I recognize it will not be pretty or perhaps even fun, I have decided to tell you that I am now in the uncomfortable process of becoming a runner. I am telling you this because the more people I tell, the less likely I am to give up on it. I am also telling you because my goal is to participate in the 5 Kilometer race put on by Crisis Pregnancy Centers on October 24, and I would like to invite you to donate.
Why the Walk for Life? The Walk for Life is the annual fundraiser of the Crisis Pregnancy Centers of Greater Phoenix. The CPC is funded completely by caring individuals who believe in the importance of their mission, which is “to save lives and protect futures of the men, women, children, and unborn babies in the Phoenix area." They do this by providing free pregnancy testing and limited ultrasound, free parenting classes, adoption planning and placement, free after abortion counseling, and low-cost STD testing. Because the organization is privately funded and committed to living by the Statement of Faith, all of these services are delivered in a way that is both caring and also focused on ministering to the whole person- physically, emotionally, relationally, and spiritually. On a personal note, CPC has been dear to me in my time volunteering there.
I have witnessed first-hand the work that God is doing through CPC. Abortions are prevented, God’s plan for abstinence until marriage is taught, and the gospel of Christ is proclaimed. CPC plans this walk/run as a fundraiser.
There are plenty of good reasons to run a race out there, but for me it is a personal lesson in perseverance and maybe also a way to support this cherished ministry that is giving me the opportunity to run this 5K!
Fundraising is not a requirement to participate, but all that I do raise will go directly to the work of CPC. You can get more information at www.azlifewalk.com. To pledge to support me, click on “Pledge info” in the left column and then the “click here” on the right side, or e-mail me.
And thanks for reading. Please ask me about it, so I don’t give up:)
Thursday, September 24, 2009
turtle stories again
You may have seen this popular video. It seems so cruel to laugh at the kid, but he was asking for trouble and attention, both of which he received. And his accent is great.
Well I experienced a similar situation today. First I took Shin & Kibo outside. It was Kibo's first time outside! They loved it. Rosie loved interacting with Shin. She would stand back, and every time Shin would move she would jump, yes JUMP with surprise. She'd move closer in curiosity to sniff and then as soon as Shin would move she would jump backwards, eyebrows raised, again. It was a funny exchange watching this happen at least 25 times.
But then I took Shin inside and washed her off and she was of course unhappy. She's tried to bite me multiple times but today she succeeded. Took a nice chunk out of the end of my thumb. So I'm here to say "Shin bit me. And it really hurts."
Well I experienced a similar situation today. First I took Shin & Kibo outside. It was Kibo's first time outside! They loved it. Rosie loved interacting with Shin. She would stand back, and every time Shin would move she would jump, yes JUMP with surprise. She'd move closer in curiosity to sniff and then as soon as Shin would move she would jump backwards, eyebrows raised, again. It was a funny exchange watching this happen at least 25 times.
But then I took Shin inside and washed her off and she was of course unhappy. She's tried to bite me multiple times but today she succeeded. Took a nice chunk out of the end of my thumb. So I'm here to say "Shin bit me. And it really hurts."
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
"Middle"
This message brought to you by the great Katie Herzig.
Split yourself down the middle
Take one half away
Make one seem the best so the least can have its way
Split yourself down the middle
Make one side the past
You're left with the future and maybe it will last
Sell all of your burdens
Keep all of your prayers
And then say good-bye to the life that got you here
It isn't as easy
As I thought it'd be
Choosing the side that is everything I need
Split yourself down the middle
Take one half away
Make one side the best so the least can have its way
Split yourself down the middle
Make one side the past
You're left with the future and, baby, it'll last
Split yourself down the middle
Take one half away
Make one seem the best so the least can have its way
Split yourself down the middle
Make one side the past
You're left with the future and maybe it will last
Sell all of your burdens
Keep all of your prayers
And then say good-bye to the life that got you here
It isn't as easy
As I thought it'd be
Choosing the side that is everything I need
Split yourself down the middle
Take one half away
Make one side the best so the least can have its way
Split yourself down the middle
Make one side the past
You're left with the future and, baby, it'll last
Saturday, September 19, 2009
shots in Sedona
So yesterday I drove about 3 hrs to Sedona (google said it would only take 2.5, lies) to give flu shots. I gave 63 flu shots and 7 pneumonia shots too. It was officially my first day working as a nurse. It was kind of nice. Kind of fun to wear the nametag with my RN title on it and answer people's questions. But of course, not the situation I expected for myself a year ago..... I never would have expected this of myself either-- after sitting for toooo loooong, before getting in my car to drive back, I took a mile-long jog around Sedona because I just really really wanted to. That was nice.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Grilled California Avocado BLT Burgers with Caramelized Chipotle Onions
This is Jessica, Adam, and Amanda. Look at those delish gourmet burgers that we all worked together to make and then enjoyed together! Then we watched So I Married an Axe Murderer. Yaaah.
feeling accomplished
I ran one mile today. It's the third time I've ever run a mile. It's the first time I've ever done it by myself.
One time, my first year on the high school swim team, the pool heater was broken so we were doing exercises on the deck and had to run a mile in laps around the pool. I thought I was going to die, even though I was relatively in shape then.
Last summer, my dear friend Christy and I decided we were going to run. (We also tried this freshmen year of college, but it didn't turn out as well.) I was staying with her during summer school and we went to the gym often. After consistent time on the treadmill, I worked my way up to running one mile with her right alongside me doing the same. Right after that, my thyroid decided to wreck my summer plans, so I never made it further.
But today... alas, today... I went to the gym and ran a mile on the treadmill. Because I really really wanted to, and am full of determination and perhaps desperation. And now I feel accomplished but still eager for more. You see, running is something I've wanted to do a long time. But through schedules, whacky metabolism leading to passing out, or just my own lack of discipline, it has never become something consistent in my life and has never moved past something full of cramps and soreness into something near enjoyable. Well, this is the time when that changes.
My thyroid is now controlled. My job and activity level allows for time and energy that need to be devoted to this. I really want it. Plus, I have a great goal in mind: the 5K Crisis Pregnancy Center Walk for Life on October 24. So hopefully, I'll be able to run (and through that, achieve a goal, grow in discipline, and maybe get more healthy) and also raise money for a great organization! That is da plan.
One time, my first year on the high school swim team, the pool heater was broken so we were doing exercises on the deck and had to run a mile in laps around the pool. I thought I was going to die, even though I was relatively in shape then.
Last summer, my dear friend Christy and I decided we were going to run. (We also tried this freshmen year of college, but it didn't turn out as well.) I was staying with her during summer school and we went to the gym often. After consistent time on the treadmill, I worked my way up to running one mile with her right alongside me doing the same. Right after that, my thyroid decided to wreck my summer plans, so I never made it further.
But today... alas, today... I went to the gym and ran a mile on the treadmill. Because I really really wanted to, and am full of determination and perhaps desperation. And now I feel accomplished but still eager for more. You see, running is something I've wanted to do a long time. But through schedules, whacky metabolism leading to passing out, or just my own lack of discipline, it has never become something consistent in my life and has never moved past something full of cramps and soreness into something near enjoyable. Well, this is the time when that changes.
My thyroid is now controlled. My job and activity level allows for time and energy that need to be devoted to this. I really want it. Plus, I have a great goal in mind: the 5K Crisis Pregnancy Center Walk for Life on October 24. So hopefully, I'll be able to run (and through that, achieve a goal, grow in discipline, and maybe get more healthy) and also raise money for a great organization! That is da plan.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
downs & ups
Ugh. I am disappointed this week because the schedule for Flu Shot Clinics came out, and they are all far away! The closest one is 2.5 hours from where I live. Being the eternal optimist I am, (plus, the advertising of the company was a tad misleading, too, I believe) I had thought I could work a flue shot clinic for a few hours, work at Chipotle at night, easily get at least 30 hours a week giving shots. Now I'm signed up for four clinics, the closest ones I could find. Because driving 5 hours each way is not feasible. Weak sauce.
But on a happier note.... (and it really was something happy after that disappointment)... tonight I was at an Asian market with Ephrem. He insisted they had some cake better than Sams Club sheet cake (which wasn't true, by the way). And while we were there, I found Guanabana flavored Boing! Boing is a brand of juice that Kirsten and I used to get in Cuernavaca, Mexico all the time during our stay in Summer 2006. I LOVED that stuff and haven't been able to find it since, even at the Mexican market... but there it was, on an end cap next to cooked octopus and live catfish.
This is me tonight
And me in 2006.
But on a happier note.... (and it really was something happy after that disappointment)... tonight I was at an Asian market with Ephrem. He insisted they had some cake better than Sams Club sheet cake (which wasn't true, by the way). And while we were there, I found Guanabana flavored Boing! Boing is a brand of juice that Kirsten and I used to get in Cuernavaca, Mexico all the time during our stay in Summer 2006. I LOVED that stuff and haven't been able to find it since, even at the Mexican market... but there it was, on an end cap next to cooked octopus and live catfish.
This is me tonight
And me in 2006.
Monday, August 31, 2009
sisters living together in unity
The turtles are now keeping their peace, thanks to a piece of plastic canvas held in place by 20 suction cups and some ribbon. Kibo has her floating island on one side, and Shin has her suspended cork bark on the other, and the light has to be switched back and forth. How nice to not clean the plastic tub on the floor where Shin was abiding, and how nice to have that little bit of space.... aah.
This is the second trial with the canvas barrier. So far, Shin tries to climb over and Kibo tries to squeeze under. Such sillies.
This is the second trial with the canvas barrier. So far, Shin tries to climb over and Kibo tries to squeeze under. Such sillies.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Baseball, Arizona style
Last night the Arizona Diamondbacks played the Houston Astros and stomped them a whopping nine to nothing. There were a few good plays but for the most part the game was not that exciting because of the apparent gap in skill level. But it was my first D-backs game and I enjoyed it. I loved Chase Field. It was 111 degrees yesterday, but Chase Field is air conditioned. I found the concept a little strange, but not un-American at all. Yes, we love baseball, but we sure love comfort too. I know I do. And they still had hot dogs, so it was good. Then, after the game (and a loud country music concert) they opened up the ceiling
and there was a super-great fireworks show! YAHOO. I rode the light rail there and back with Jessica M, Nikki, Naomi, and Christian. What a party!
(I have a video of fireworks but for some reason it won't upload! grr)
and there was a super-great fireworks show! YAHOO. I rode the light rail there and back with Jessica M, Nikki, Naomi, and Christian. What a party!
(I have a video of fireworks but for some reason it won't upload! grr)
Monday, August 24, 2009
I woke up this morning with a super-sore throat. Actually it has hurt all day. I was scared that I was getting sick. What if it was strep? Oh me, oh my... I did not want to call out of work.
But then I remembered my loud singing in the car last night on the way home. I was jamming to Nada Fue Error, Se Me Olvido Otra Vez, and A Puro Dolor.....singing at the top of my lungs. It was great. Quite a great release after a week of too many night shifts as cashier.
But since I didn't warm up my voice first, and don't sing "properly" in general, I am left with an achy throat. But I do have popsicles:)
But then I remembered my loud singing in the car last night on the way home. I was jamming to Nada Fue Error, Se Me Olvido Otra Vez, and A Puro Dolor.....singing at the top of my lungs. It was great. Quite a great release after a week of too many night shifts as cashier.
But since I didn't warm up my voice first, and don't sing "properly" in general, I am left with an achy throat. But I do have popsicles:)
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Saturday, August 15, 2009
remembering Peru & its lessons
I just spent the greater part of the evening endeavoring to scrapbook. I first had to organize to make space in my cluttered room, and then search for papers mute enough to accompany the Peruvian landscape. I ended up completing only two layouts. I also realized how far behind in scrapbooking I am... I went to Peru over two years ago!
But what fun it was to revisit the experience. I remembered Jean-Pierre and David, two of my "favorite" children we worked with through the YMCA children's programs. I remembered Sarvia, our host missionary, and her tireless and selfless service to those children, her family, her church, and to us. I remembered Sandy, the beautiful then-13-year-old in my host family in the community who was full of great dreams for her future, like following in her mentor's footsteps and serving at La Guay (The Y).
In my searching under my bed tonight, I found my journal from the Trek as well... I was reading from the part during "debriefing." We spent a lot of time looking back on the trip, thinking and reflecting on it, and many people shared testimonies of Great Big Things that had happened-- how God had used them, or what God had called them to through their experience. I think this atmosphere was a great deal of the reason, but I tell you... I was so frustrated! So frustrated that it overflowed within me during a group meeting. I didn't have a grand story of the work God had done while we were there. I didn't even have a neat take-home lesson from the experience. I couldn't express how my outlook had changed, and I hadn't uncovered a grand calling on my life. It sounds so silly now, but I was wondering if the whole trip hadn't been a waste. There was nothing I could "set on the shelf" and say, "This is what happened. This is what the trip was for."
Of course it sounds silly now, because I can see a little better now. All the ways that my Trek to Peru were good and worthwhile could make for another blog another time, and it should be enough to suffice anyway that it was what I believed God had for me that Summer, and I believe it was honoring to him for me to obey. But ONE of the reasons that Peru was worthwhile was this lesson that I came to understand, at least a little bit, during debriefing after pouting about the trip being a waste of time... even saying those words during that meeting came as a shock to me, but after I said them and they was able to talk, think, and pray about them, I wrote in my journal:
"This trip isn't a perfect package, an clearly defined "episode" in my life with God. I don't want to receive something profound, complete, and perfect now, and then live on it and tell others about it for awhile and then move onto the next big thing. Yet again, God, you are showing me that my walk with You is daily, always growing, always changing. And hopefully not feeling full of a well-organized, sorted-through take-home message might help me seek you more every day. Let it be."
I do not mean to belittle receiving lessons thatGod teaches us through various circumstances. As humans, we need those! How we need to be able to remember, "This happened, and God taught me this." It is good to think and pray about what those lessons might be...... but sometimes there isn't one. (And even more often, you don't see it the very next day!) And we shouldn't be discouraged and think that God is not at work just because it is not clear what the point is.
SO I guess I'm saying that one of the reasons I'm grateful I went to Peru two summers ago is that it prepared me for this "season of life," where I'm not exactly sure what the point is of my current situation. Surely it could be endured if I knew I was going to learn some bit of wisdom I could share with others, or that God was going to work some miracle. But I'm just not sure what the purpose is. And while I'm not exactly thrilled about it most of the time, it is okay. In fact, it is good because God is still at work, refining my character, teaching me to trust Him (and only Him).... and because of his presence, life is truly good.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
weather thoughts
Starting over a year ago, every person that I told I was going to move to Arizona, and indeed every person I told in Arizona that I had moved here from Colorado, seemed to react the same way-- telling me how "horrid," "awful," or "unbearable" the weather is in the Phoenix area. Now that I've lived here for over 8 months and have even survived the better part of a summer, I feel I have earned the right to write an entire blog on the weather.
The much-awaited monsoon season has arrived in Arizona. On the flight into Phoenix last night, it appeared quite like we were going to land in foggy San Fransisco, looking out the window. But then I realized the truth- it was just dust. Maybe it was just my imagination, but after awhile, I felt that the dust had made it in through the ventilation system. Even in the plane, I felt like I was breathing it. And as soon as I walked outside, I was worried about how a few more dust storms were going to cause respiratory problems in the future.
Today felt and also smelled like Florida. It was warm and humid. But the sun was hidden for the entire morning, and it rained (really RAINED) for a good couple hours, which was nice. After that it was still humid, but at least it was only moisture in the air and not so much dust.
I like this variety in weather. I also like that this means that cooler days are coming very close. They tell me that August, which is almost half over, is the worst but last awful month.
It turns out Arizonans aren't really the crazies I thought they were. Sure, there are some that really do go running in the afternoon when it's 115 degrees (at least), and there are some that see no problem with hiking up a mountain in August (because if it's early enough, it's only 95 degrees!) but for the most part, Arizonans rely on their air conditioning and hate the heat. They are so adamant about their dislike for it, in fact, that I was expecting a far more uncomfortable summer. It apparently was a relatively warm July, and while I will not say it was always pleasant, I didn't seem to have a harder time than many natives. It seems they still haven't gotten used to the heat. And you don't stay here because you're used to the heat, you stay here because October-April, and sometimes September and May, are the most pleasant times you can imagine.
The much-awaited monsoon season has arrived in Arizona. On the flight into Phoenix last night, it appeared quite like we were going to land in foggy San Fransisco, looking out the window. But then I realized the truth- it was just dust. Maybe it was just my imagination, but after awhile, I felt that the dust had made it in through the ventilation system. Even in the plane, I felt like I was breathing it. And as soon as I walked outside, I was worried about how a few more dust storms were going to cause respiratory problems in the future.
Today felt and also smelled like Florida. It was warm and humid. But the sun was hidden for the entire morning, and it rained (really RAINED) for a good couple hours, which was nice. After that it was still humid, but at least it was only moisture in the air and not so much dust.
I like this variety in weather. I also like that this means that cooler days are coming very close. They tell me that August, which is almost half over, is the worst but last awful month.
It turns out Arizonans aren't really the crazies I thought they were. Sure, there are some that really do go running in the afternoon when it's 115 degrees (at least), and there are some that see no problem with hiking up a mountain in August (because if it's early enough, it's only 95 degrees!) but for the most part, Arizonans rely on their air conditioning and hate the heat. They are so adamant about their dislike for it, in fact, that I was expecting a far more uncomfortable summer. It apparently was a relatively warm July, and while I will not say it was always pleasant, I didn't seem to have a harder time than many natives. It seems they still haven't gotten used to the heat. And you don't stay here because you're used to the heat, you stay here because October-April, and sometimes September and May, are the most pleasant times you can imagine.
back from Colorado!
I'm back from Colorado after a very full week!!! I spent the first couple days in Colorado Springs for Bethany's wedding. What a beautiful bride! Then I got to spend a little bit of time in Denver and Greeley with friends and visiting Christ Community! And THEN I got to spend a couple days with my wonderful family in Winter Park, doing such things as horseback riding and alpine sliding. The trip was a whirlwind, busy and with too many altitude changes for me. Now, I admit, I seem quite unwilling to return to "daily life," and I'm also quite tired.
Monday, July 27, 2009
rambling of recent happenings
This last week has been busy but it has been so fun! Plus I got 5 hours of overtime which is always nice.......... On Monday, I enjoyed a family dinner with some cool friends. They are from different churches around here, but just generally passionate, genuine people that I really enjoy being around. They go together to talk about Jesus on the ASU campus, pray together, and stuff like that, just on their own because they want to. Every Monday they have dinner at the home of one of the guys with his parents. I joined them this week, and then also sat outside and talked while it rained a cool rain with a nice breeze-- it was glorious. Then on Tuesday I met my friend Naomi for coffee at 5:30, and ended up talking, going to get Taco Bell, and then walking to a fish pond she used to frequent as a child, and hanging out until 11 before we knew what had happened. I so enjoyed my time with her. On Thursday after small group, Bonnie and I went in pursuit of the lighting (it is "monsoon season" here... which doesn't mean we get a lot of rain, but that there are crazy weather systems involving lots of clouds, wind, lightning, and often blowing dust)... we sat in her car and watched the lightning bolts reflect off the saguaro cactus, and watched the dust blow under the street lights, and then breathed as much rain smell as possible, and she took lots of pictures. Last night I hung out with Jessica M and Kellie at the house where Jessica is house-sitting. We swam in their pool (yes!) and then planed DDR in their theater room with a wall of a television screen. NICE! And I also finished my "classroom" training this week for volunteering at the Crisis Pregnancy Center. I get to start on-the-job training this week! I'm also training to become a manager at Chipotle... who knows how long I'll be there, so I may as well start the process, right? And that is all that is happening. I'm getting really excited for my trip to Colorado in a couple weeks for Bethany's wedding...
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Well, big news... I have been offered my first nursing job. But actually the news isn't that big, because as I will explain, it seems it's only "kind of" a nursing job. It is seasonal (about 2 months) giving flu shots and swine flu vaccinations for a traveling immunization clinic at Wal-Marts, CVSs, and Frys. It's supposed to be very flexible, I'll get to sign up online for the clinics I want... but this also means they may be hiring a ton of people and there won't be enough hours for anyone... but if I get any hours, it will pay a lot better than Chipotle!
I had an interview this week for another part-time (but year-round, and with the possibility of becoming a full-time) position. Hoping it goes well.
Loving the Celtic Book of Daily Prayer I just got!!
Also loving lolcats... here's one of my favorites.
see more Lolcats and funny pictures
Saturday, July 4, 2009
awesomeness of late
Last Thursday, it was right between my birthday and my friend Bonnie's birthday. Bonnie, being her cool self, planned a girly road trip up to Sedona. Sedona is known for being cooler than Phoenix (and by that, I mean lower temperatures and a "hip," new-agey environment. It's kind of like Boulder to Denver.) It was gorgeous and refreshing. AND we went to Slide Rock, a State Park on the creek with a "slick natural water chute." We jumped in, waded, and went down the water slide several times. Plus we ate the carrot cake that I made and celebrated birthdays. This is Naomi, Jessica, and Bonnie at a "scenic overlook."
On Tuesday it was my birthday. It was a wonderful day! I so enjoyed the people I spent time with and doing new things with them. My day included: going to breakfast at Joe's Farm Grill with Ephrem, having Chic-fil-A with Amanda and Hannah, and then browsing Bookman's. (I had never been there before and was enthralled... plus I got a copy of The Brothers Karamazov from 1950 for free!) THEN Amanda and I browsed a wonderful new thrift store (and I found two good shirts for cheap, wonderful!) and also had the best Gelato ever (cantaloupe flavored... and it really is the best- and I've sampled at least 10 gelato shops in Italy). THEN we had the dinner I planned with everyone at Gilbert Pizza. It was a great turnout from church friends, a great opportunity for everyone to be together. Here's a picture of half of the table.
I didn't have plans for afterward, was thinking about going to a movie or something. I'm still not sure how it happened exactly, but it was arranged for everyone to go hang out at Jim's house afterward. And there was a wonderful cake compliments of Christian, and wine with some berries compliments of Jim.
I was so surprised and felt so special that they had gone to the trouble. Then we all sat in the living room and several people shared "Evidences of Grace" in my life, and experience which was rather awkward and uncomfortable for me, but very encouraging. And then a few people prayed for me, which was of course a huge blessing to me. On the whole, the day was a joy.
On Tuesday it was my birthday. It was a wonderful day! I so enjoyed the people I spent time with and doing new things with them. My day included: going to breakfast at Joe's Farm Grill with Ephrem, having Chic-fil-A with Amanda and Hannah, and then browsing Bookman's. (I had never been there before and was enthralled... plus I got a copy of The Brothers Karamazov from 1950 for free!) THEN Amanda and I browsed a wonderful new thrift store (and I found two good shirts for cheap, wonderful!) and also had the best Gelato ever (cantaloupe flavored... and it really is the best- and I've sampled at least 10 gelato shops in Italy). THEN we had the dinner I planned with everyone at Gilbert Pizza. It was a great turnout from church friends, a great opportunity for everyone to be together. Here's a picture of half of the table.
I didn't have plans for afterward, was thinking about going to a movie or something. I'm still not sure how it happened exactly, but it was arranged for everyone to go hang out at Jim's house afterward. And there was a wonderful cake compliments of Christian, and wine with some berries compliments of Jim.
I was so surprised and felt so special that they had gone to the trouble. Then we all sat in the living room and several people shared "Evidences of Grace" in my life, and experience which was rather awkward and uncomfortable for me, but very encouraging. And then a few people prayed for me, which was of course a huge blessing to me. On the whole, the day was a joy.
Monday, June 22, 2009
What's going on?
I love this picture, and to me it begs the caption- "What's going on?"
The puppies are all gone and settled into new homes. The other dogs are happy with the additional attention they are now receiving:) Shin and Kibo are still separated because last time I attepted a reunion, Shin took to nipping at the not-quite-healed portion of Kibo's shell again. I rationalize that if I try again once she is fully healed, the outcome may be different.
Not much is going on in my life. I am forcing myself to stay put and BE. Part of me is eager to move on to some new adventure... if it's not nursing, then maybe Grad School, or teaching English in Hong Kong, who knows? But that's the thing, I lack direction and clarity, or even sustained desire in one direction. So I'm trying not to be so impatient. And enjoy today. It's so daily.
I'm also seeking out some outlet for service. I have been waiting too long for a job to establish a schedule and location within Phoenix for me, thinking that then I would find a place to volunteer. But I do not want to wait any longer... my life is not only my job, but I do want my life to involve service. Anyway, I'm still thinking, but considering the Pregnancy Resource Center.
I've been doing a lot of reading lately. Here are some blogs I read: http://stufffchristianslike.blogspot.com/
http://www.stoptryingharder.com/alans-blog
http://rawchristianity.wordpress.com/category/mission/
I've also started reading Morning and Evening by Charles Spurgeon, most every day I remember.
I've also joined a gym here. I've been going regularly for a few weeks now. I especially like the Body Flow class, which is some combination of Yoga/Tai Chi/Pilates. I'm surprised how much I like it, and the difference I've already noticed in my balance:)
And that, my dear readers, is what is going on:)
Thursday, June 11, 2009
2 blogs in 1 day, oh my
today I am grateful for a lot... but after having the opportunity to talk to so many of them in the past few days, I would like to express my gratitude for the amazing (far-away) friends that I have.
It's not that I don't have friends here. I have made some, and am becoming better friends with them. It was a great day last Saturday when I realized I had the night off, and invited friends over for pizza and games. The first event of that kind (my initiating and inviting rather than joining) during my time here, so that was nice.
But as I'm forming and deepening friendships here, and still trying to figure out what is going on in life, it is so nice to still have some kind of "community" with people I know and love... and who know and love me-- friends that I am not as "close" to, but still seem to understand me. It has been such a blessing to have their friendship as a "constant" in my life. Even though I miss them tremendously. That was too many "quotes" for one paragraph. But you get the idea.
It's not that I don't have friends here. I have made some, and am becoming better friends with them. It was a great day last Saturday when I realized I had the night off, and invited friends over for pizza and games. The first event of that kind (my initiating and inviting rather than joining) during my time here, so that was nice.
But as I'm forming and deepening friendships here, and still trying to figure out what is going on in life, it is so nice to still have some kind of "community" with people I know and love... and who know and love me-- friends that I am not as "close" to, but still seem to understand me. It has been such a blessing to have their friendship as a "constant" in my life. Even though I miss them tremendously. That was too many "quotes" for one paragraph. But you get the idea.
seriously though
It has been nice and cool here. The past couple days it has been cloudy, and today it is sunny but only 85. Far cry from Colorado, with golf-sized hail and tornadoes. I must admit, however, that I rather wish I was enjoying the Gulf winds in Panama City, where the rest of my family is visiting my grandparents. I wish I were with them. Funny thing is, I'm not exactly sure why I'm not. Because I can't afford to take a week off work, I suppose. Or a plane ticket. But there has been a lot of questioning in my heart lately, mostly around the question, "Why am I here?(!?!)"
Perhaps a good explanation for my not finding a nursing job despite all my best efforts is that I'm running square into a closed door. Maybe this isn't the "right thing." But man, I sure wish I knew what the "right thing" is. It's so confusing. I still firmly believe God directed me here. And he has provided for me along the way, that is for certain. But now what?
I think of Abraham... God promised he would be the father of a great nation... and then God was silent for years and years, while Abraham waited with no kids and had to trust. God also told Abraham to pick up and leave the land of his fathers... but Abraham didn't see the "why" for awhile there either... I guess Abraham didn't see it at all in his lifetime, really.
I think of him and it's easier for me to trust. Not exactly easy, but easier.
Perhaps a good explanation for my not finding a nursing job despite all my best efforts is that I'm running square into a closed door. Maybe this isn't the "right thing." But man, I sure wish I knew what the "right thing" is. It's so confusing. I still firmly believe God directed me here. And he has provided for me along the way, that is for certain. But now what?
I think of Abraham... God promised he would be the father of a great nation... and then God was silent for years and years, while Abraham waited with no kids and had to trust. God also told Abraham to pick up and leave the land of his fathers... but Abraham didn't see the "why" for awhile there either... I guess Abraham didn't see it at all in his lifetime, really.
I think of him and it's easier for me to trust. Not exactly easy, but easier.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
it's late
I just got home from an interesting night of exploring a bunch of free art exhibits in Phoenix. Kind of. Actually spent half the night trying get my part of the group to meet up with the rest of the group. Silly.
But I would just like to say that I am very appreciative of the way things worked out in that... having my car stolen moved me to purchase "comprehensive" car insurance. It's pretty inexpensive given my current zip code. This also includes full glass coverage. The very next day after calling the insurance company, a rock hit my windshield on the highway and left a spot and then quickly a big crack. It was glaring and ugly, and probably not very safe. But now I have a new windshield. And I didn't have to pay anything. I just had quick conversation with the agent, and initialed when they came to my house to replace it. How nice is THAT.
Now, for something not-so-nice... I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I really am tired of it. Especially the looks of "what could possibly be wrong with you since you can't find a job?" that accompany it. But if one more person tells me, "But I thought there was a huge demand for nurses," one more time, I might have an aneurysm.
The end. Time to sleep.
But I would just like to say that I am very appreciative of the way things worked out in that... having my car stolen moved me to purchase "comprehensive" car insurance. It's pretty inexpensive given my current zip code. This also includes full glass coverage. The very next day after calling the insurance company, a rock hit my windshield on the highway and left a spot and then quickly a big crack. It was glaring and ugly, and probably not very safe. But now I have a new windshield. And I didn't have to pay anything. I just had quick conversation with the agent, and initialed when they came to my house to replace it. How nice is THAT.
Now, for something not-so-nice... I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I really am tired of it. Especially the looks of "what could possibly be wrong with you since you can't find a job?" that accompany it. But if one more person tells me, "But I thought there was a huge demand for nurses," one more time, I might have an aneurysm.
The end. Time to sleep.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
a weekend out and puppy footage
Three videos for you. Two of puppies and one of the beach. :)
I got to visit my friend Linnea in Norfolk, VA last weekend. What a fun time! We went to Busch Gardens, the Outer Banks in Kitty Hawk, Virginia Beach, and got to see the premier of Pixar's UP- all of which were a SUCH good time!! It went by way too fast, but I'm so glad it was able to happen!
Here's Linnea and I in our 3-D glasses... we never got to go on the 3-D ride, but I like the pic:)
And here's me on the beach via Linnea's cool panoramic feature.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
another day, another surprise
I woke up this morning and found that Kibo was shedding blood... either she initially hurt herself on the ramp to the basking station that broke (again.. that thing is on its last legs) and then Shin reacted like a shark and took a nip at her, or else Shin just got hungry and attacked unprovoked. (The lady I talked to when I called the vet said that the latter was entirely possible and happens often.) ANYWAY! I have a hurt turtle on my hands:( I decided not to take her to the vet... it would be very expensive, and I just don't think what they would do would be worth it... Shin and Kibo are separated for the time being. Kibo is getting around just fine, so I'm just hoping that her two missing toes and the bite out of her shell don't get infected... EEK
In better news, I got my a/c fixed last week! A friend of a friend that fixes cars from his home gave me a super sweet deal! It was $300 less than the dealer was going to charge for replacing just the clutch, and he replaced the entire compressor. Um, thanks be to God! And God bless David Terry's business!!
Still no real leads on jobs. I've spent too much time the last week or so compiling narrative responses about "why I can deliver professional nursing care" or something equally broad and ambiguous like that, for the VA in Phoenix. I'm really hoping that it works out because something clicked this last week and I'm feeling more at home here than ever before. And for the first time, I feel like leaving here would be rather hard! BUT nursing experience is first on the priority list... I think.
In better news, I got my a/c fixed last week! A friend of a friend that fixes cars from his home gave me a super sweet deal! It was $300 less than the dealer was going to charge for replacing just the clutch, and he replaced the entire compressor. Um, thanks be to God! And God bless David Terry's business!!
Still no real leads on jobs. I've spent too much time the last week or so compiling narrative responses about "why I can deliver professional nursing care" or something equally broad and ambiguous like that, for the VA in Phoenix. I'm really hoping that it works out because something clicked this last week and I'm feeling more at home here than ever before. And for the first time, I feel like leaving here would be rather hard! BUT nursing experience is first on the priority list... I think.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
is it really the middle of May?!
So, as far as my car... first of all, I was very wrong to say in my last post that my freon was gone. I did not know that; I just knew that my a/c was blowing out hot air! And after several people said, "I wonder if they stole your freon," I started to adopt that as my explanation. BUT it appears they did not tinker with anything under the hood. (I still can't even figure out how they started the car... did they toe it into Phoenix?) And I took Rhonda the Honda (yes, this whole episode has taught me that she needed a name) in for an a/c inspection and it turns out that the problem is that the clutch is not engaging and I need a new a/c clutch. Unfortunately this costs more than just replacing freon.
But I would like to point out that the a/c clutch breaking probably was not caused by someone stealing my car... it probably was going to happen to me last Wednesday anyway. I know from the police that those cars are often found but usually not in such good condition, but I'm guessing that my a/c being broken made my car less desirable. Could it be that the timing of my a/c breaking happened just so that it saved me from being without a car for a long time, or having to fix more necessary parts, or get a new car entirely? I think God has a great sense of humor! Who would have thought I'd be so grateful for my a/c breaking during the hottest May I've experienced?? I'm not sure when I'll get the a/c fixed... but I am just smiling at this situation for some reason.
I have two pics from facebook of the wedding... though I do hope there are more soon:) I love this one of Kimmie and Eric from the five minutes he was in his penguin suit.
And here's James and me... again, I hope for more pics, but this is what I've got for now.
As far as jobs go, I've started applying outside of hospitals in Phoenix, being more aggressive with nursing homes here, and looking to hospitals outside of the area. No news yet. Believe me, when I get a job, you will know!
Last night Jessica graduated! YAY! And they had an extra ticket and I didn't have to work so guess who got to attend the ASU commencement ceremony? Me. And guess who gave the commencement address? The 44th President of the United States, Barack Obama! WAHOO!! I saw the President! He was a very small dot across the football field, but still:) He gave a very inspiring speech. He talked about how great this accomplishment was for all the graduates, but that they shouldn't stop there... none of us should, we should always be pushing ahead, there is more to do. He talked about the "more to do," all the problems in our country and world that we can help change... economically, socially, in the education system.... I'm sure my idea of how to fix these problems, not to mention my motivation for change, is very different. But it was a very good speech:)
The puppies are so big! They were born three weeks ago... at which point I could easily hold one in the palm of my hand.... now they've more than doubled in weight.. and size! Little Number 1 licking my hand... awww
But I would like to point out that the a/c clutch breaking probably was not caused by someone stealing my car... it probably was going to happen to me last Wednesday anyway. I know from the police that those cars are often found but usually not in such good condition, but I'm guessing that my a/c being broken made my car less desirable. Could it be that the timing of my a/c breaking happened just so that it saved me from being without a car for a long time, or having to fix more necessary parts, or get a new car entirely? I think God has a great sense of humor! Who would have thought I'd be so grateful for my a/c breaking during the hottest May I've experienced?? I'm not sure when I'll get the a/c fixed... but I am just smiling at this situation for some reason.
I have two pics from facebook of the wedding... though I do hope there are more soon:) I love this one of Kimmie and Eric from the five minutes he was in his penguin suit.
And here's James and me... again, I hope for more pics, but this is what I've got for now.
As far as jobs go, I've started applying outside of hospitals in Phoenix, being more aggressive with nursing homes here, and looking to hospitals outside of the area. No news yet. Believe me, when I get a job, you will know!
Last night Jessica graduated! YAY! And they had an extra ticket and I didn't have to work so guess who got to attend the ASU commencement ceremony? Me. And guess who gave the commencement address? The 44th President of the United States, Barack Obama! WAHOO!! I saw the President! He was a very small dot across the football field, but still:) He gave a very inspiring speech. He talked about how great this accomplishment was for all the graduates, but that they shouldn't stop there... none of us should, we should always be pushing ahead, there is more to do. He talked about the "more to do," all the problems in our country and world that we can help change... economically, socially, in the education system.... I'm sure my idea of how to fix these problems, not to mention my motivation for change, is very different. But it was a very good speech:)
The puppies are so big! They were born three weeks ago... at which point I could easily hold one in the palm of my hand.... now they've more than doubled in weight.. and size! Little Number 1 licking my hand... awww
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Phew
My car was found on Thursday morning! Not twenty-four hours after being stolen! And aside from my a/c no longer having freon and my sunglasses being stolen:( the car is in great condition! (At least, I can't tell anything wrong with it... I'll probably get another opinion soon though!) What an amazing blessing!! It was recovered. It is driveable. It was even found before my weekend vacation so I only had to pay for one day at the impound lot. Phew!
I left early Friday morning to come home for Kimmie's wedding! We spent Friday finishing errands, decorating, rehearsing, and doing nails! Yesterday was full of more last-minute preparations, and of course getting prettied up for the ceremony! I was too busy to take any pictures... but hopefully some will appear on facebook soon for me to share! Kimmie was a beautiful bride! The whole ceremony was beautiful and truly God-honoring. What a joy!
Now, I admit, I am looking forward to a couple days of quiet:) I am still home and it is a rainy, cool day. I just had coffee with my dear ones Crystal and Julie and am about to spend Mothers Day with my family.
Man, I've got it good:)
I left early Friday morning to come home for Kimmie's wedding! We spent Friday finishing errands, decorating, rehearsing, and doing nails! Yesterday was full of more last-minute preparations, and of course getting prettied up for the ceremony! I was too busy to take any pictures... but hopefully some will appear on facebook soon for me to share! Kimmie was a beautiful bride! The whole ceremony was beautiful and truly God-honoring. What a joy!
Now, I admit, I am looking forward to a couple days of quiet:) I am still home and it is a rainy, cool day. I just had coffee with my dear ones Crystal and Julie and am about to spend Mothers Day with my family.
Man, I've got it good:)
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
"Welcome to Phoenix," said the police officer
Turns out that Hondas from the mid-90s are the #1 car in the area on the "likely to be stolen" list. I found that out today when I was filing a stolen vehicle report.
It's true! I had just put in my notice at the mall... the idea is to have more time to invest in looking for nursing work. And I really will have a lot more time and energy for this important task, that is worth far more than that small paycheck. Then I walked outside, and my car wasn't there...
The officer showed me the stats on vehicles stolen from the mall parking lot in the past years. Over half of them were Honda Civics or Accords! And most most of them were recovered within two days, most within a couple miles of the mall. He tried to assure me that it will be found soon, perhaps with parts removed so someone could make a racing car like on The Fast and the Furious, but probably still driveable.
I had no idea that this was an area full of "underground Honda factories"... and am wishing that I had been smart enough to use a Club (but I honestly never thought about it!) or get comprehensive insurance (but I didn't think it could ever be worth it!)
Now, I am praying, and would ask you to join me, that the car is found quickly and with minimal damage. Eek.
It's true! I had just put in my notice at the mall... the idea is to have more time to invest in looking for nursing work. And I really will have a lot more time and energy for this important task, that is worth far more than that small paycheck. Then I walked outside, and my car wasn't there...
The officer showed me the stats on vehicles stolen from the mall parking lot in the past years. Over half of them were Honda Civics or Accords! And most most of them were recovered within two days, most within a couple miles of the mall. He tried to assure me that it will be found soon, perhaps with parts removed so someone could make a racing car like on The Fast and the Furious, but probably still driveable.
I had no idea that this was an area full of "underground Honda factories"... and am wishing that I had been smart enough to use a Club (but I honestly never thought about it!) or get comprehensive insurance (but I didn't think it could ever be worth it!)
Now, I am praying, and would ask you to join me, that the car is found quickly and with minimal damage. Eek.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
yaaaa
IT IS MAY! yikes! how time flies:)
I never thought I would end up living in Chandler, Arizona working two cashier jobs almost a year after my final "regular" semester of college.... but here I am, and God is good! When I slow down enough to remember that, that he is the I AM, it doesn't matter so much that I don't know when or where or if I'll ever follow my projected career path or follow other plans I didn't even realize I had for myself. Of all the things I could have "figured out" in my life the most important is something I already know!
As for updates on life... I have started looking for CNA jobs here at hospitals and also venturing out and looking for nursing jobs in other places.... so far, no leads.
A little over a week ago I got to witness a marvelous thing in life... the birth of puppies! They came suddenly and surprisingly earlier than expected, which added to the excitement of the situation:) Here's Adam (holding a puppy) and Jessica (in the pink shirt) and Adam's brother and Jessica's sister, who came afterward to meet the little ones!
Putting my nursing internship to use... helping deliver puppies:)
how cuuuute
Last weekend I went home to celebrate Kimmie's second-to-last weekend as a Miss, that she and Eric made possible, for which I am so grateful. I had a bridal shower for her and went to the Bachelorette Party hosted by the other bridesmaids, and helped make over 200 favors! It was a busy week but very fun!
the one pic of me from the weekend, with two of Kimmie's good friends
the AMAZING cupcakes that Mom made to look like daisies! They tasted so good too:)
and then, having just come from a week of hitting over 100 every day... I woke up to snow on Monday! HOOOOORAH!
Fun for this week was playing THREE HOURS of laser tag on Tuesday night. It was a fundraiser or some sort for a group a friend at church used to be part of... but for me it was a sweet deal for five long games! whoopeee:) Other than that, lots of work, commuting, time looking at jobs online and dailyness. Phew.
I never thought I would end up living in Chandler, Arizona working two cashier jobs almost a year after my final "regular" semester of college.... but here I am, and God is good! When I slow down enough to remember that, that he is the I AM, it doesn't matter so much that I don't know when or where or if I'll ever follow my projected career path or follow other plans I didn't even realize I had for myself. Of all the things I could have "figured out" in my life the most important is something I already know!
As for updates on life... I have started looking for CNA jobs here at hospitals and also venturing out and looking for nursing jobs in other places.... so far, no leads.
A little over a week ago I got to witness a marvelous thing in life... the birth of puppies! They came suddenly and surprisingly earlier than expected, which added to the excitement of the situation:) Here's Adam (holding a puppy) and Jessica (in the pink shirt) and Adam's brother and Jessica's sister, who came afterward to meet the little ones!
Putting my nursing internship to use... helping deliver puppies:)
how cuuuute
Last weekend I went home to celebrate Kimmie's second-to-last weekend as a Miss, that she and Eric made possible, for which I am so grateful. I had a bridal shower for her and went to the Bachelorette Party hosted by the other bridesmaids, and helped make over 200 favors! It was a busy week but very fun!
the one pic of me from the weekend, with two of Kimmie's good friends
the AMAZING cupcakes that Mom made to look like daisies! They tasted so good too:)
and then, having just come from a week of hitting over 100 every day... I woke up to snow on Monday! HOOOOORAH!
Fun for this week was playing THREE HOURS of laser tag on Tuesday night. It was a fundraiser or some sort for a group a friend at church used to be part of... but for me it was a sweet deal for five long games! whoopeee:) Other than that, lots of work, commuting, time looking at jobs online and dailyness. Phew.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
now listening to: Alejandro Sanz
I haven't updated this thing... partly because I'm not good at "blogging," but partly because there is not much to say- I'm not a very exciting person, it turns out:) I'm okay with this, but I'm just saying...
umm so
Tomorrow I take a written test to become a Certified Nurses Aide in Arizona. Then I'll start another job search.
I'm feeling almost ambivalent about the prospect of leaving my other two jobs behind. In some ways I will be sad to leave them. Though they aren't exactly intellectually stimulating, there have been challenges. I have learned a lot that I can apply to nursing or any job, and to life in general. I have practiced working "as unto the Lord, not men"-- working hard when I could just as well slack off, and on the other hand, not living under a burden of guilt for making mistakes at times. I work for a Lord that knows I am not perfect:) and my value is in him not my performance.... it is one of the paradoxes of Christianity, I guess, that our value is in Him, our righteousness is the righteousness of Christ (wow!) but this is not an excuse to be lazy and complacent, but rather a calling -and also the motivation and power- to be the best... at just about whatever it is we're doing... Also, I'm finally getting used to my jobs, the flow of things, the people-- and the idea of starting over in another job isn't favorable. There is potential for advancement here, too, and in some ways it seems foolish to walk away from it, but the truth is........
I'm ready to get out of food service and retail. The idea of getting back into health care makes me feel ALIVE and I'm ready to go there!!! Even if it's only as a nursing aid, even if it's in a nursing home, I will be happier changing and feeding old folks than helping the young and rich buy new clothes and stuff themselves....:)
This is where God had me these last months, and I am grateful for it, but it is not necessarily an affront to the past to move on, right?
Happy Easter one week late!! Last Saturday I watched Ten Commandments for the first time. (I say I watched it--I missed the first part, but I still devoted 3.5 hours of my life to it so that should totally count.) I really liked it! It left me utterly amazed by the grace of God!
I felt so loved the week before Easter because so many people went out of their way to make sure I wasn't alone and invited me to join them for dinner:) I had Easter dinner with Jessica's and Adam's family. GREAT food, and Adam's mom bought stuff to dye eggs, which was fun, but even more fun watching Jessica and her sister do it for the first time:) That night Jessica and I watched Slumdog Millionaire........... and I LOVED IT! Oh my word. It evoked so many emotions, but ultimately glee that they were finally together:)
Hmm, what else can I say? I went home two weeks ago for the weekend. To visit my family:) The one picture I had on my camera from that weekend was during Dad's birthday celebration--
aw. We were supposed to receive the largest storm of the year that weekend, and I was sorely disappointed with the meager one-inch dusting and dreadful winds...
I've been living at the house of the wonderful couple from church for 3 weeks now. I think it's great. And so are their dogs. They have a huge rottweiler and two mini-pincher/chihuahua mix dogs. They're a cute little family.
My still-growing turtles are going strong. I love watching them, especially watching them eat.
I need to take more pictures of life here in Arizona. Of the lizards on the wall and the cool lighted water-fountain-thing I found with Bonnie and Amanda on Thursday night and of Reuben, the smallest dog, in the little polo shirt I bought for him... haaa:) Okay, photos to come!
umm so
Tomorrow I take a written test to become a Certified Nurses Aide in Arizona. Then I'll start another job search.
I'm feeling almost ambivalent about the prospect of leaving my other two jobs behind. In some ways I will be sad to leave them. Though they aren't exactly intellectually stimulating, there have been challenges. I have learned a lot that I can apply to nursing or any job, and to life in general. I have practiced working "as unto the Lord, not men"-- working hard when I could just as well slack off, and on the other hand, not living under a burden of guilt for making mistakes at times. I work for a Lord that knows I am not perfect:) and my value is in him not my performance.... it is one of the paradoxes of Christianity, I guess, that our value is in Him, our righteousness is the righteousness of Christ (wow!) but this is not an excuse to be lazy and complacent, but rather a calling -and also the motivation and power- to be the best... at just about whatever it is we're doing... Also, I'm finally getting used to my jobs, the flow of things, the people-- and the idea of starting over in another job isn't favorable. There is potential for advancement here, too, and in some ways it seems foolish to walk away from it, but the truth is........
I'm ready to get out of food service and retail. The idea of getting back into health care makes me feel ALIVE and I'm ready to go there!!! Even if it's only as a nursing aid, even if it's in a nursing home, I will be happier changing and feeding old folks than helping the young and rich buy new clothes and stuff themselves....:)
This is where God had me these last months, and I am grateful for it, but it is not necessarily an affront to the past to move on, right?
Happy Easter one week late!! Last Saturday I watched Ten Commandments for the first time. (I say I watched it--I missed the first part, but I still devoted 3.5 hours of my life to it so that should totally count.) I really liked it! It left me utterly amazed by the grace of God!
I felt so loved the week before Easter because so many people went out of their way to make sure I wasn't alone and invited me to join them for dinner:) I had Easter dinner with Jessica's and Adam's family. GREAT food, and Adam's mom bought stuff to dye eggs, which was fun, but even more fun watching Jessica and her sister do it for the first time:) That night Jessica and I watched Slumdog Millionaire........... and I LOVED IT! Oh my word. It evoked so many emotions, but ultimately glee that they were finally together:)
Hmm, what else can I say? I went home two weeks ago for the weekend. To visit my family:) The one picture I had on my camera from that weekend was during Dad's birthday celebration--
aw. We were supposed to receive the largest storm of the year that weekend, and I was sorely disappointed with the meager one-inch dusting and dreadful winds...
I've been living at the house of the wonderful couple from church for 3 weeks now. I think it's great. And so are their dogs. They have a huge rottweiler and two mini-pincher/chihuahua mix dogs. They're a cute little family.
My still-growing turtles are going strong. I love watching them, especially watching them eat.
I need to take more pictures of life here in Arizona. Of the lizards on the wall and the cool lighted water-fountain-thing I found with Bonnie and Amanda on Thursday night and of Reuben, the smallest dog, in the little polo shirt I bought for him... haaa:) Okay, photos to come!
Thursday, March 26, 2009
sunny with a high of 75
My turtles are so funny... Kibo likes to perch on top of Shin on their platform in the "sun." But she is super-jumpy, so any time I come near them (especially with a camera!) they move more quickly than turtles should be able and dive back in the water.
I am moving this week! I wanted to move out of my apartment into something cheaper... even if it meant paying the lease-breaking fees, it would save money. A couple at my church (my small group leaders, Adam & Jessica, actually) offered their spare bedroom. They said they just have a desire to share what God has blessed them with, and to grow in hospitality. What a blessing to me-- a free place to live AND great people to live with! Then I even found someone to take over my apartment lease, so I dont have to pay all those fees! How amazing! I am in the process of moving things over this week, and will officially be out of my apartment by Sunday.
The nursing job search is getting a bit dismal. Hospitals are reacting to the economy, and though there is still a great need for nurses, they have very much slowed their hiring... especially when it comes to new graduates, which require far more financial investment initially. Some hospitals around here have even been laying off nurses in some departments, which of course makes the competition even more fierce for the few existing open positions for the inexperienced such as me. So how grateful I am to have the jobs I have!
Still, I really long to be in health care... my new strategy is to begin as a Nurses Aid. I was a CNA in Colorado at a nursing home, and was going to get my license transfered when I moved here but it turned out I couldnt (all because the class I took was 105 hrs instead of 112 hrs!)...... but now Ive found a loophole that should make me eligible because I am the holder of an in-state RN license! (How many RNs are looking for CNA licenses? hah!) Ill only have to take the written test. I sent in my application today, so hopefully that process can get rolling!
I am moving this week! I wanted to move out of my apartment into something cheaper... even if it meant paying the lease-breaking fees, it would save money. A couple at my church (my small group leaders, Adam & Jessica, actually) offered their spare bedroom. They said they just have a desire to share what God has blessed them with, and to grow in hospitality. What a blessing to me-- a free place to live AND great people to live with! Then I even found someone to take over my apartment lease, so I dont have to pay all those fees! How amazing! I am in the process of moving things over this week, and will officially be out of my apartment by Sunday.
The nursing job search is getting a bit dismal. Hospitals are reacting to the economy, and though there is still a great need for nurses, they have very much slowed their hiring... especially when it comes to new graduates, which require far more financial investment initially. Some hospitals around here have even been laying off nurses in some departments, which of course makes the competition even more fierce for the few existing open positions for the inexperienced such as me. So how grateful I am to have the jobs I have!
Still, I really long to be in health care... my new strategy is to begin as a Nurses Aid. I was a CNA in Colorado at a nursing home, and was going to get my license transfered when I moved here but it turned out I couldnt (all because the class I took was 105 hrs instead of 112 hrs!)...... but now Ive found a loophole that should make me eligible because I am the holder of an in-state RN license! (How many RNs are looking for CNA licenses? hah!) Ill only have to take the written test. I sent in my application today, so hopefully that process can get rolling!
Sunday, March 22, 2009
friends visit
Last week was Spring Break for some. And I was the happy recipient of a visit from Crystal and Melissa! It was such a joy having them here! We went to see the Grand Canyon for a few hours, visited Lauren in Flagstaff, explored a bit of Tempe, and spent a good deal of time just being together- what a blessing to me:)
This is the Grand Canyon.
This is us at Tempe Beach Park.
Then last night, my friends accompanied me on a special trip to Petsmart... I had long been deliberating about getting a new sister for Shin. Part of my problem was that I couldn't think of a name! Finally, I decided there was no need to be terribly original. Shin (which translates to mean Faith from the Japanese) used to have two brothers named Kibo (Hope) and Ai (Love), and what better name for a new turtle than Kibo II??
This is the Grand Canyon.
This is us at Tempe Beach Park.
Then last night, my friends accompanied me on a special trip to Petsmart... I had long been deliberating about getting a new sister for Shin. Part of my problem was that I couldn't think of a name! Finally, I decided there was no need to be terribly original. Shin (which translates to mean Faith from the Japanese) used to have two brothers named Kibo (Hope) and Ai (Love), and what better name for a new turtle than Kibo II??
Monday, March 9, 2009
super amazing fishness
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
focus, focus
I have never been very skilled at multi-tasking. It seems I can concentrate on only one thing at a time... in school, if I had two finals in one day, I was in a world of hurt because I couldn't devote all my free time beforehand to one or the other!
Usually, I choose to devote my concentration to that which is the most urgent... and all too often this is at the expense of what is important.
Right now I feel like surviving the jobs I have now, pursuing a nursing job, and trying to decide if I should move into a cheaper place, is consuming my limited concentrating abilities. And all of these things are valuable, I guess........
But what is most important? The apostle Paul gives me a good idea...
What am I doing to KNOW CHRIST? Hmmmm...
I also have a deep need for developing real community here. What am I doing to make that a priority?
The Christian radio station here has a program that I listen to sometimes called Intentional Living with Randy Carlson. Just the name itself is compelling to me, as I tend to float aimlessly sometimes. But this is their general message:
Usually, I choose to devote my concentration to that which is the most urgent... and all too often this is at the expense of what is important.
Right now I feel like surviving the jobs I have now, pursuing a nursing job, and trying to decide if I should move into a cheaper place, is consuming my limited concentrating abilities. And all of these things are valuable, I guess........
But what is most important? The apostle Paul gives me a good idea...
What am I doing to KNOW CHRIST? Hmmmm...
I also have a deep need for developing real community here. What am I doing to make that a priority?
The Christian radio station here has a program that I listen to sometimes called Intentional Living with Randy Carlson. Just the name itself is compelling to me, as I tend to float aimlessly sometimes. But this is their general message:
Is there something - ONE THING - you could do today that would please Christ and make a huge difference in your life? You can do it - and we're behind you all the way! Ephesians 5:10 says it this way, "Figure out what will please Christ, and then do it."The message may sound cliche, but I am going to endeavor to adopt it in these two areas of life (knowing Christ and growing great friendships here) in addition to the others mentioned. Because when the "trials" of working retail/fast food overtime, being without a nursing job, and indecision about where to live are over, I want to have not neglected that which is most important! Phew.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
strength, song, and salvation
some recent life-giving words...
"The Lord is my strength and my song. He has become my salvation." (Exodus 15:1/Psalm 118:14/Isaiah 12:2)
"But if we hope for what we do not have, we wait for it patiently.... And we know that in all things God works together for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed into the likeness of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brothers." (Romans 8:25, 28-29)
"The Lord your God is with you;
He is mighty to save.
He will take great delight in you,
He will quiet you with his love,
He will rejoice over you with singing." (Zephaniah 3:17)
It is a great comfort to be able to say these words. They provide relief and peace.
Yet it is also a privilege and a calling. A beckoning to continue on, to do the "next thing," to persevere... to press on.
"The Lord is my strength and my song. He has become my salvation." (Exodus 15:1/Psalm 118:14/Isaiah 12:2)
"But if we hope for what we do not have, we wait for it patiently.... And we know that in all things God works together for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed into the likeness of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brothers." (Romans 8:25, 28-29)
"The Lord your God is with you;
He is mighty to save.
He will take great delight in you,
He will quiet you with his love,
He will rejoice over you with singing." (Zephaniah 3:17)
It is a great comfort to be able to say these words. They provide relief and peace.
Yet it is also a privilege and a calling. A beckoning to continue on, to do the "next thing," to persevere... to press on.
Monday, March 2, 2009
Arizona is like...
Chatting online today. Was asked what Arizona is like. This photo came to mind. Right now Arizona is like having cactus prickles poking your foot, and incidentally some in your fingers from trying to remove the ones from your shoe.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
hellew
Hello, blogging community. It is still really funny to me every time I get on here and try to summarize my life. HAHA.
I will begin by sharing a near-monumental decision in my life (this is not as much an exaggeration as you might think)... and that is to give up Facebook for Lent. I was not raised in a denomination that observes this particular tradition, and I do not think it is necessary to the Christian life, but I have grown more fascinated with liturgy and other traditions of church history and think they can be quite beneficial when we choose to observe them in a balanced way. Wikipedia has a good summary of Lent in the first three paragraphs here. And quite honestly, not logging into Facebook so much will be a good exercise in self-denial and will free up some time for prayer:) I will likely still log in on my days of Sabbath. It will be a lovely little experiment if nothing else.
In other news, my dear friend Christy is in town and I am LOVING IT. Thanks to my busyness and tiredness I haven't seen as much of her as I would have liked, but we have treasured the times we have had. Last night we got shaved ice from Bahama Buck's (I've never had a strawberry cheesecake flavored anything that was so right on!) and then played some cards. Thanks to Christy's lovely knack for spontaneity and the wonderful hospitality of her sister and brother-in-law, we then proceeded to have the most wonderful camping experience ever put together in five minutes. They already had a fire going in their living room. (Only in AZ would you light a fire in February when it's 60 degrees outside!) We set up the tent, filled up the air mattress inside, and opened the door to watch While You Were Sleeping while eating some Thin Mints and drinking milk. It was splendid!
Here are some things I have learned that I like within the past couple weeks:
Also, this particular couple of weeks has been hard for me. I'm getting discouraged about not having a nursing job, getting worried about my finances, starting to fret about my silly thyroid pooping out, and really wondering why God brought me to this state! I humbly ask for your prayers... if you're the praying type:) Thank you.
I will begin by sharing a near-monumental decision in my life (this is not as much an exaggeration as you might think)... and that is to give up Facebook for Lent. I was not raised in a denomination that observes this particular tradition, and I do not think it is necessary to the Christian life, but I have grown more fascinated with liturgy and other traditions of church history and think they can be quite beneficial when we choose to observe them in a balanced way. Wikipedia has a good summary of Lent in the first three paragraphs here. And quite honestly, not logging into Facebook so much will be a good exercise in self-denial and will free up some time for prayer:) I will likely still log in on my days of Sabbath. It will be a lovely little experiment if nothing else.
In other news, my dear friend Christy is in town and I am LOVING IT. Thanks to my busyness and tiredness I haven't seen as much of her as I would have liked, but we have treasured the times we have had. Last night we got shaved ice from Bahama Buck's (I've never had a strawberry cheesecake flavored anything that was so right on!) and then played some cards. Thanks to Christy's lovely knack for spontaneity and the wonderful hospitality of her sister and brother-in-law, we then proceeded to have the most wonderful camping experience ever put together in five minutes. They already had a fire going in their living room. (Only in AZ would you light a fire in February when it's 60 degrees outside!) We set up the tent, filled up the air mattress inside, and opened the door to watch While You Were Sleeping while eating some Thin Mints and drinking milk. It was splendid!
Here are some things I have learned that I like within the past couple weeks:
- Glory Revealed, a compilation that is WONDERFUL and I highly recommend to anyone who loves God's Word & laid-back song
- The scent IslandHop from GapBody... it is seriously so great
- Guacamole. Oh, no. I never thought I would. But I have overcome the texture barrier because it's just so stinking yummy. And the fact that I can get it free almost every day is very dangerous.
Also, this particular couple of weeks has been hard for me. I'm getting discouraged about not having a nursing job, getting worried about my finances, starting to fret about my silly thyroid pooping out, and really wondering why God brought me to this state! I humbly ask for your prayers... if you're the praying type:) Thank you.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Desert Foliage Take 2
Now this is more like it... I had a break on Monday. My friend Bonnie has invited me on several hikes, and I haven't been able to make it. But finally- we got to go! It was a perfect day for it if you ask me, cloudy and cool... and we went on a hike with some GREENERY!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
hmm
So it turns out I'm really bad at this blogging thing. I should update you more, my readers! There truly isn't much to say, though...
the "assembly room" We had 4 teaching sessions and also (part of) an Olympiad in this room. Part of this was trying to get 7 of us balanced on one cinder block. I guess that's called team building.
I took this picture. Of the other 8 folks at my breakfast table. Chris, Hannah, Stephanie, Mike, Bonnie, Jennifer, Amanda, and Adam. They are cool kids.
my new friend Jenna. She rode up with me and we talked about books and ate chocolate mint cookies.
The path leading from the cabins to the dining hall. We got about 25 minutes of hiking per meal.
My cabin. It had a wood stove to keep us warm... aaaaah, loving the need for that in AZ.
Currently reading: Una Mujer que Conforme al Corazon de Dios (A Woman After God's Own Heart) by Elizabeth George and Why the Rest Hates the West by Meic Pierce
Currently listening to: Give Up by the Postal Service and This is Our God by Hillsong and THE FRAY (self-titled album-- it's new-- I like it a lot:)
*I was needing to stretch my body and was going to listen to Adventures in Odyssey last night and instead stumbled on a hymn-sing, which I gladly listened to instead! For the first time I remember, I heard “And Can It Be” by Charles Wesley. I think it’s going to be a favorite.
*I have been taking the 10-week membership class and spending more time with people at church. The gospel, and their gospel-centeredness, is amazing to me!! Yet I am still not sure about whether I will join. I am not sure if there are things that I need to get over, or whether I should start looking for another church. They are not doctrinal/theological issues. One of my trouble spots is that it is 20 minutes away, in the OPPOSITE direction from the city, in a very suburban area. This is just not where I pictured myself or thought I wanted to be. Things like this. I don’t want to say anything against this church. It has been a blessing from God to me in these days. So also, I don’t want to stay here just because it is comfortable and safe.
*There is still not much happening in life. I am busier, with work and church activities and the everydays of “keeping up” my own place, but there is no exciting news.
*The most exciting news is that 11 New Grad opportunities with BannerHealth were just posted, and I applied to them all! After talking with HR at one of those hospitals, I found out I was under review for regular nursing jobs, so I'm hoping that something will happen!
*Much has been going up and down in the way of travel plans for the next few months. A lot of it will depend on if and when I acquire nursing employment. But I had planned a trip to see Bee & Gramps and also a trip home in the next month and then had to face the fact that these would not be wise right now! I am still planning on going home in May when Kimmie gets married! (and am still hoping for another trip before then!) And I will get to see
*Please pray for my friend who has a young son and recently had surgery to remove a tumor on her thyroid. They found that the cancer was not contained to her thyroid, and her battle is not over yet.
*I spent way too much time on facebook looking for pictures of the Winter Retreat with church. (I, of course, brought extra batteries for my camera, but forgot my camera!) I hear that fb’s privacy policy allows this. (So be careful what you post there!)
the "assembly room" We had 4 teaching sessions and also (part of) an Olympiad in this room. Part of this was trying to get 7 of us balanced on one cinder block. I guess that's called team building.
I took this picture. Of the other 8 folks at my breakfast table. Chris, Hannah, Stephanie, Mike, Bonnie, Jennifer, Amanda, and Adam. They are cool kids.
my new friend Jenna. She rode up with me and we talked about books and ate chocolate mint cookies.
The path leading from the cabins to the dining hall. We got about 25 minutes of hiking per meal.
My cabin. It had a wood stove to keep us warm... aaaaah, loving the need for that in AZ.
Currently reading: Una Mujer que Conforme al Corazon de Dios (A Woman After God's Own Heart) by Elizabeth George and Why the Rest Hates the West by Meic Pierce
Currently listening to: Give Up by the Postal Service and This is Our God by Hillsong and THE FRAY (self-titled album-- it's new-- I like it a lot:)
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